hey everyone how is it going sorry i have not been on in a while. but do i have lots to tell you. me and my boyfriend are really good. his friends are no more. but his ex still has a pic of her and him on her myspace. i really want to rip her head off. is that really that bad i mean i dont think so but that is just me. i mean i love him so much now i no for a fact that if i lost him that i would go crazy. and i hope that he understandes that. but how do you really no i guess you dont really do you. but yea his friends are bitchs srry i mean ex friends i am at this point so pissed at them right now but of coures they dontr care. hell his ex girlfriend wants to beat me up beacuse she wants him back. people say that i have all the advise but would do i do when i need the advise. i mean cant always be the person that is strong for everyone but there own self i mean that does not seem fair to me how about to you. lately all i really want to do is cry i feel like that is really all i can fo its like everytime i call over to my boyfriends house he never picks up so i am stuck hearing why didnt you call me back when i did but whatever i mean i dont get mad at him if he does not call i jst get mad when he does not pick up.woulnt you get mad. i really dont know what else i can do. i guess in a way i am happy that he is not friends with the bitch but then again sometimes i feel like it is all my fault but i can help but feel that way. but deep down inside i no that it is not my fault it is really hers. but i am just that type of a person that blames everything on her self and i no that i need to stop that.sometimes all i really want to do is run as far as i can away from this place. just leave everthing behind me buti no that i cant do that. but more later promise.


                                                                                                                                XOXO,
                                                                                                                 girl with drama

hey everyone i hope your weekend is going good. well atleast better than mine. god i had to leave town just for the weekend. just to get away from all the drama that i like to call my life. but i mean it is not all bad i have some really great friends and i have a really great boyfriend that treats me really good. i mean like i cried myself to sleep the other night and i was crying on the phone to him then i go over his house and cry on his shoulder really it was all because of his friend but it is ok now. well atleast i hope it is you know what i mean. but anyway i am doing ok now i am just hoping that my life can get back some of what it use to be i mean i no that i have to deal with my boyfriends friends but i mean the thing is that she really does not like me. i really dont have a problem with her but for some reason she has this big problem with me you know. i am spending the weekend at my grandmas house just to get away from everything. i really think it is doing some good. i love coming out here. i can leave whatever it is that is going on at the time there in lakewood. i can rethink the way i was going to deal with it then go back and deal with it the right way. all i really do out here is just like watch movies. like the really old one my fav would have to be north and south. it is about the war that was going on between the north and the south. but what i think is the most interesting is that i got my name from that movie. like i am here with my cousin and she really can make anything i am going through seem like nothing when i take a step bac and just take a look. so this whole thing between my boyfriends friend really is not my problem it is hers. like people keep telling me she needs to get over it in her own time. me i am hoping that is soon and i mean rally soon. i am falling really hard for this kid and i would most likey cry no i would c ry if her were to brake up with me i mean he means just so much to me. but i will have more later promise 


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                                                                                                                 girl with drama

 hey whats up sorry i have not been on in a while but there has been alot of stuff judt going on. well anyway here is the low down me and my boyfirend are doing really good. but there are some big problems going on with me and his really good friend. i just really want to punch her in the mouth. i was walking with my friend back to her house and i was all like my boyfirend should go walk with his friend. i like was so pissed because she kept looking back at us i wanted to just go over there but i couldnt. god really all she has to do is sit on me and i would die. i mean she is just and fat ugly little bitch that needs to get over herself and relize that her friend has a girlfriend that he really likes and i mean i really like this kid. she was not even walking with him at all. i really just wanted to go over there and like walk with him but i new that i could not you know what i mean. what i am going to do he is really like my everything right not like i said before i would go crazy if i lost him and that is even more true to this day. i mean i am still mad you know i hate her so much but there is nothing i could do. i mean i want to but i just cant more later promise



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                                                                                                   girtl with drama






                             

 hey everyone whats up girl with drama here. i am new to this site, and i really like it well i think i will get right down to it. so here is a little about my self i have this AHMAZING boyfriend lets just call him A and he is just so cute. i would probably go crazy with out him. but heres the deal his friend does not like me much. but whatever i mean he is my boyfriend not hers. what do i do i my friend L said that she would most try to brake me and him up . anywho he is so good to me. i mean i never have a lunch at school so of course he think i try not to eat. but that is not the case. i just dont like to bring a lunch. so he shares his lunch with me. isnt that just so sweet of him. i swear i think i am really falling hard for A. high school right what can you do. no i no that there is just way to much drama at my school. and TRUST me when i say i have my school wired. there really is not anything going on at that school that i dont know about.  i guess you can just call me the QUEEN B. and no body is going to take my thrown. i dont care if they dont like me just as they obey me. no body is going to take me crown. and every now and then you have to be a REALLY BIG BITCH. that is just how tihngs go at my school. more later promise.





                                                                                                                                                             XOXO, 
                                                                                                                                                         girl with drama